I’m that friend that is obsessed with boys and always comes back from a party just a little less of a virgin and most people think I’m just a slut who only cares about having a good time but when honestly the guy I liked said he likes me but thinks I’m “a bit of a player” my heart literally broke and I know I’ve made so many mistakes because I’m so motherfucking lonely and if someone tells me they love me I just trust them and I can’t go back and change it now so I might as well continue and try and feel as loved as I can until someone who says it actually means it. Shit.